Ep.1/ ABOUT JENNIFER
I allowed myself the space to sit with all of my shadows, honoring and loving each and every one of them. I showed them the love they deserved, gave them space, and set them free with love.
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If there is one thing this beautiful journey called life has taught me, it is that patience is a virtue. I am so thankful for the opportunity to create and become within by Jen with you.
I started this love because I had and still have a deep care for understanding our divinely created vessel and our ability to naturally heal itself. Coming back to our true essence and the divine creation that we all are.
Knowing that within by Jen had a deeper meaning than just the external appearance — God, my soul, the universe — sat me down and told me, “you are going to sit in silence, by yourself, alone in your thoughts: no money, no shopping, no calling friends, no unhealthy eating, no alcohol, no drugs, no external validation whatsoever, and find peace from within. You will stop blaming others and take responsibility for you.” You are going to sit with all of your shadows and ALL of your demons………:/ and you are going to set them free with love.
As I began the journey , (5 years ago in the month of August, crazy how it has all come full circle. I have cried so many tears of joy this morning alone while doing last minute touch ups for launch) — let me tell you…it was a rough ride — it wasn’t all unicorns and rainbows. I cried several times a week, some worse than others. I felt like i was having panic attacks, other times “is this what hyperventilation feels like,” and still I had a deeper sense of knowing that my entire life had prepared me for this. I continued to trust and listen, and I finally decided to stop “squeezing the knife in my hand,” that had me blaming others for my pain. I began to set myself free from the agony. I decided to give up the illusory fight.
I was tired of repeating the same emotions in a different situation with different people only to lead me back to the same emptiness and brokenness.
I learned to accept and truly love all parts of me, everything i had been through, and by doing so it unlocked gifts, ideas, insights, and an inner wisdom that is WITHIN us all.
I found even more gratitude, inner love, and compassion for humanity. I re-membered how connected we are to all things. It humbled me to a space of nothingness and everything. TO THINK, MY ACTIONS AND THOUGHTS, HAVE AN IMPACT ON THOSE AROUND ME AND CREATE A RIPPLE EFFECT THAT IMPACTS THE WORLD!!!!!
So thats what i did!
I listened, and i listened, and i listened some more. I trusted my instincts, intuitive guidance, and took action when led, no matter how uncomfortable it seemed. Even picking up strangers on the side of the road…
I am so incredibly thankful that I listened and gave myself time and space to unfold. I now have a deeper inner-standing of what the true meaning of withinbyjen is.
I know can show up in those spaces with an open heart, filled with gratitude and love, and a humbling experience that I will take with me for the rest of my existence with all of you beautiful souls.
So….THANK YOU. thank you for being here, with me, sharing this space with an open heart. Thank you for the role you have played in my life because I wouldn’t be who I AM today without each and every one of you. Thank you for your gifts, support and for your unconditional true love.
Thank you for helping me make this lifelong journey of mine come true. Honoring who I am, using my voice and be-ing a divine vessel of truth, of love, and of service.
Thank you for making my dream come true with the launch of the true meaning of
