ABOUT ME
I’m Jennifer Rene,
I am a divine child of God, just like you, who decided to love myself so much that I stopped all blame, guilt, shame, playing small and took accountability for me, my life and happiness. Rebuilding and connecting through spirit, our divine Mother and ancient wisdom, I began to honor myself and see my worth in just being ME. I opened myself up to God, source, and universal rhythms. This helped me real-eyes, it is all one. There is no separation. I specialize in helping you break out of the illusory matrix and repeating cycles that we, for so long, have been accustomed to. I assist you in navigating through your spiritual path, awakening, and dark night of the soul, balancing the masculine and feminine to truly gain harmony and peace in all areas of your life. Allowing you to fully embody your unique gifts and authenticity to live the life of your dreams without fear. I help remind you of the great beauty all around you that comes from within.
It’s time for you to remember who you are and create the life filled with purpose, meaning, passion, and love.
A life where we are all equal, loved, nurtured and supported.
Withinbyjen
MY STORY IS ONE OF EVOLUTION, TRANSFORMATION AND TRUTH.
EMBODYING THE BALANCE AND HARMONY BETWEEN MASCULINE AND FEMININE.
HONORING AND RE-MEMBERING THE DIVINE TRINITY WITHIN. CONNECTING BACK TO ONE-NESS
I’d love to help you find your true path. Walking you home side-by-side, together to live IN-light.
Her-Story
Thank you for being here,
Throughout my life, I was always striving to be an image of something that was so unattainable….., perfection! It always left me wanting more, never being satisfied, always thinking, “if I do this, and “when I have that”, “If I have this much money,”…….”When I have someone’s approval”, “When my RELATIONSHIP looks like this”, “when I have a relationship”, “If I go back to school or get the certificate,” the dreaded, ““ONE DAY””, all of the excuses and roadblocks we create and tell ourselves.
The procrastination and avoidance continued to grow and I continued to bury myself in this black imagined hole, (seemed soooo real.) I didn’t try, I didn’t believe in myself, I didn’t do anything but tell myself all of the ways I needed to change first. Don’t get me wrong I loved every bit of my 16 year personal training/nutrition career, and still enjoy my clients. However, I always felt like something was missing within my soul. There was still a part of me I was hiding. ( I wasn’t be my authentic self, or she didn’t come out till I had way to much to drink… we all know the alter ego.) I kept hanging in the same energetic situations because it made my avoidance seem ok. It’s easier for us to do that than actually face our fears and our past shadows that haunt us. When you know it’s time to move, it takes separation from everyone and anything trying to hold us down.
I also kept a smile of my face and had a very positive attitude. From the outside looking in, it “looked” great. If anyone asked, I was always fine and blessed. I was showing up to listen and help others and never listening or paying attention to the parallels that were going on in my life, and of course, I was never going to take my own advise, that I was so clearly giving to others. I kept doing the SAME thing every day... habitual cycles. Thinking something would eventually change, or better yet, someone would come and save me.
I continued telling myself, “I don’t know how to do this, and one day,,, yada, yada, yada!” I kept cycling and cycling and cycling and that cycle is absolute destruction, and it feels daunting, never ending, like your burying yourself so deep… horrible, to be honest. That “IF AND WHEN” I kept striving for, never seemed to come. Or, I would get exactly what I asked for and wonder why I was still wanting more. Always searching, seeking something else to make me “feel” better.
I got so tired of barely living, feeling “ok.” I wasn’t honoring my truth, I didn’t really know what my truth was… with a deep sense of knowing I was lying to myself, slowly dying, with a smile of my face. I decided there had to be something I was missing. Something they weren’t telling us. Something they didn’t teach us.
I started believing that EVERTHING that happened was for me. That it was a test, I was finally determined to pass. The test of life……The School of Hard Knocks!
I made a commitment to myself that I was going to love myself and all parts of me, the dark and the light, NOW!
Not “when i lose 5 pounds,”
Not, “when i get the certificate, or diploma!”
Not, “when i have the next task done and complete!”
You dont need to take more courses, do more research, look up another tiktok or youtube video, you don’t need to spend more money!
Just show up and do SOMETHING, even if its just breathing for you. Believe in yourself right NOW. As you read this….. NOW. For all that you are and all that you have been through.
Right now, through it all.
I decided to love myself unconditionally, stopping all self-neglect, and narcissistic behaviors against myself, that we all are soooo quick to recognize and or blame others for. I decided to pull all versions of myself out of the dark room that I had neglected for so long. I never real-eyes’d I was avoiding her. I thought by acting like it didn’t exist it would go away. YIKES, was I wrong. I finally decided to show her the love and attention she had always deserved. Treating her like I would treat any best friend, niece, nephew, child, loved one, or anyone else that I loved so dearly. Speaking the hard truth in a loving, tender, and accepting way so that I could once and for all evolve, learn, and grow in love.
I found the greatest peace and presence in my life, a love I didn’t even know existed. They certainly don’t tell us about this in school.
I found the present moment, the gift of now, of creation, the gift that is you. The gift that is me. So, I invite you to my openness, my heart. My perfectly imperfect space. Embracing the chaos of life, holding it like an unfolding flower, that needs to be tended, nurtured, and watered. Leaning into the ebbs and flow, instead of trying to run, distract and avoid. Knowing that it’s OK not to have it all figured out or even what the next move or step is. Trusting and surrendering to spirit and the universal consciousness of infinite intelligence, our Divine Mother/Father. The part of YOU that has been WITHIN you all along. That spark, that tiny ember, when nurtured and held, begins to burn. That light inside… is you.
It’s time to show up with all of your imperfections, where choosing a different path in now open and available. Show up vulnerable, show up scared, raw, emotional… This is me. All of me. Imperfections and everything. Just like you have opened your lifelong journal for everyone to read. That is a bravery, most people never allow themselves to exist in. Knowing that you are held and safe. You also may have to repeat that many times during this exploration of self. (Your old, outdated beliefs will try to replay in your head…I can’t do this, it’s too hard, I don’t know how…) Be aware of those thoughts, without judging yourself and choose strength. Choose any other positive thought. I am safe. I am secure in this present moment.
I invite you to adopt the mindset, “what if I can’t fail? What if no matter what happens, I gain wisdom and strength and a little more clarity on what to do next?”
Learning to love all parts of life. Everything that comes with it, good and bad. Knowing that with every bump, you are one step closer to you. Keep gratitude in your heart, focusing on what you do have. Remember that it all can be taken in the blink of an eye, and even then, unselfishly loving yourself though it. Allow your intuition to speak through your heart. Follow the path that lights up, break free from the limitations of your mind, and know that is where the magic begins. It’s time to RE-MEMBER who you are. Wake up my love.
Its WITHIN you,
all my love,
~jen
Love Notes from you
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When I spend time with Jen, I have the honor of authentic and powerful conversation every time. Jen is able to read between the lines and empower the people around her, and I've experienced it first hand and had many breakthroughs as a result. Jen has a gift of wisdom, intuition, and strength. she is so dedicated to using that for good and cultivating spaces of power and love."
Gretchen
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I recently attended a session with Jen, that was all about honoring our authentic self and gifts we have. I left the session feeling inspired and motivated to live my life more authentically. I'm grateful for the opportunity to have participated in such a meaningful experience.I would highly recommend working with(in) Jen for anyone looking to connect with their authentic self, to be more vulnerable and open-hearted, and to live with unconditional love. It was a truly transformative experience.”
Chrissy
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"When I first saw Jennifer I knew it was someone I had to talk to. When we started it was comfortable and easy. Since then, a have learned to embrace my gifts and learned why I am here. We are all different, and all on the same path. She is a great guide and teacher."
Jon
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To the person reading this. Our paths have crossed, the opportunity to create something new. It’s time to remember you are the masterpiece and master creating your story. What story do you want to write next?
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